Its more than the time I always believe that, as long as I put in effort and do my best, things will be the best as I wanted. Towards relationship and friendship and family, I have been given my best shot.
For family; I use my entire life to make things happen to what it should be happen. I make sure my parents has a place to stay and need not worry much about anything except their own children.
For love: I know my expectation on my love on are so extremely high that no one can even get near to the target. But what they didnt know is that I only ask them to be more sensitive towards how I feel, take me as priority and loves me to the end. I never expect them to be the best in everything, to be, when I choose them to be mine, they are already the best. I only need them to put me first, love me forever and adore me for who they really love as well as keeping their promises when they made
For my friends: I always be there when they needed me, given them my support when they needed one. Every moment when they need me to do something for them, I would do it for whatever reasons, even there is a slight impossible, I make it possible. But to them... I somehow a person who they have a choice to make what I wish to have happen. Its never their first choice of trying to help when it come to giving it to me. Well... Edward is right, he said that I dont own anyone anything and neither do they own me anything. So... was it time for me to reject them at some point of time rather than kept giving....
Sometime... I feel that I may be asking too much... but really? Or am I being taken for granted?
