I had the weirdest dream ever yesterday... Some said that if u dreamt about someone, it means that person u have in Ur dream is thinking of u. Really?
Monday, 17 October 2016
Dream
Thursday, 21 July 2016
When 1 door has close, will there really be another door open?
How many time did we ever convince ourself that when 1 door has close, another will open?
Too many times... but its always not the case, I felt that the fact about one door has close and the other has open will resulting in the opening door to be close again. For some reason... I began to feel so tired of opening another. Asking myself... what if I dont open the other? Than I wont have to fact the situation of closing door again and again.
The fact is.. we human always feel happy when things are within our control and things goes our way, and when things happen to be out of control, we began to feel demotivated and dishearten. Guess thats why we are human and not god.
My door has closed so many times that I always kept trying to open another... I must say that I didnt force open the other door, but it was there for me to walk into it, not knowing how bad the situation can be or how great the environment it is. For the past few time I had... it seem to be the bad situation and non are great. So should I continue to wait for the other door to be open and wait for it to shut infront of me again?
And sometime we even use "test" as the bad situation we had, we use "experiences" for the bad luck we had, we use "lessons" for the heartbreak we face. more than often we use others as our benchmark to convince ourself that we are indeed so much better than those people blah blah blah....to make us feel contented with at least what we have? Yes... definately.... We dont need a wheelchair to move around while the other need, we dont need a heart machine to keep our heart pumping while someone need, we have arms to hug, feel, touch while some doesnt have them, and we have eyes to see who broke us down and beautiful scene we have, we have nose that we can smell the most sweet flowers and we have our taste bud to taste the most tasty food we love. ya... I know....
There is time we often try so hard to have what we already have, we work till we die to earn that extra bit, we fight for the love we want, we lie our way out when we are caught lying and we surpass our ability to have a marriage we might not fated to have. We did so much to have the bonus in life rather than what we should be contented to have. Its not our fault isnt it? Who doesnt want a little bonus out of those regular salary? and didnt someone said... hard work pay? Therefore we try so hard to gain a little more something than we suppose to have.
Sometime.... how much we have and what we should have are fated.
If you ever realise that you tends to lost something for that little extra hard work we put in? We lost the time with family when we try so hard to earn an extra income, we lost our health while we try so hard to achieved a good result, we lost our youth while we trying so hard to pursue a happiness... however, if the losses can be gain some return, why not? But what if... the losses you lost result into nothing?
I began to accept the fact that if fate already decide your life, there is nothing much u can do. The only question I ask is... who design my fate? and how much that designer hate me? These are the question that I would never know.
If I am given a 2nd chance to have my life all over again... I will definitely do nothing... cause if you believe in fate, than nothing u do will change that. I will only chose not to burden anyone. I will not make friend with anyone. So that I can hurt no one and no one can hurt me.
I felt that we all have no say at all with our life... we are all control by someone and something. when we are child... our parents control our behavior, our emotion, when we are teenage... our life basically surround with friends, school mate... when we start working... our boss instruct us around and when we are in relationship. our partners control our emotion, even we have no say in a separation.. when we are marriage, the in laws makes our life as difficult as many wouldn't know and when we have kids, we sacrifice our time for them... and when we get old... we are running against time... so when do we have we? when can I have I? There is no "I" and that is the hardcore facts.
21July2016
a penny of thought of the day
Too many times... but its always not the case, I felt that the fact about one door has close and the other has open will resulting in the opening door to be close again. For some reason... I began to feel so tired of opening another. Asking myself... what if I dont open the other? Than I wont have to fact the situation of closing door again and again.
The fact is.. we human always feel happy when things are within our control and things goes our way, and when things happen to be out of control, we began to feel demotivated and dishearten. Guess thats why we are human and not god.
My door has closed so many times that I always kept trying to open another... I must say that I didnt force open the other door, but it was there for me to walk into it, not knowing how bad the situation can be or how great the environment it is. For the past few time I had... it seem to be the bad situation and non are great. So should I continue to wait for the other door to be open and wait for it to shut infront of me again?
And sometime we even use "test" as the bad situation we had, we use "experiences" for the bad luck we had, we use "lessons" for the heartbreak we face. more than often we use others as our benchmark to convince ourself that we are indeed so much better than those people blah blah blah....to make us feel contented with at least what we have? Yes... definately.... We dont need a wheelchair to move around while the other need, we dont need a heart machine to keep our heart pumping while someone need, we have arms to hug, feel, touch while some doesnt have them, and we have eyes to see who broke us down and beautiful scene we have, we have nose that we can smell the most sweet flowers and we have our taste bud to taste the most tasty food we love. ya... I know....
There is time we often try so hard to have what we already have, we work till we die to earn that extra bit, we fight for the love we want, we lie our way out when we are caught lying and we surpass our ability to have a marriage we might not fated to have. We did so much to have the bonus in life rather than what we should be contented to have. Its not our fault isnt it? Who doesnt want a little bonus out of those regular salary? and didnt someone said... hard work pay? Therefore we try so hard to gain a little more something than we suppose to have.
Sometime.... how much we have and what we should have are fated.
If you ever realise that you tends to lost something for that little extra hard work we put in? We lost the time with family when we try so hard to earn an extra income, we lost our health while we try so hard to achieved a good result, we lost our youth while we trying so hard to pursue a happiness... however, if the losses can be gain some return, why not? But what if... the losses you lost result into nothing?
I began to accept the fact that if fate already decide your life, there is nothing much u can do. The only question I ask is... who design my fate? and how much that designer hate me? These are the question that I would never know.
If I am given a 2nd chance to have my life all over again... I will definitely do nothing... cause if you believe in fate, than nothing u do will change that. I will only chose not to burden anyone. I will not make friend with anyone. So that I can hurt no one and no one can hurt me.
I felt that we all have no say at all with our life... we are all control by someone and something. when we are child... our parents control our behavior, our emotion, when we are teenage... our life basically surround with friends, school mate... when we start working... our boss instruct us around and when we are in relationship. our partners control our emotion, even we have no say in a separation.. when we are marriage, the in laws makes our life as difficult as many wouldn't know and when we have kids, we sacrifice our time for them... and when we get old... we are running against time... so when do we have we? when can I have I? There is no "I" and that is the hardcore facts.
21July2016
a penny of thought of the day
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