The Dieting part 1

Dieting is torturing, and Dieting is tiring.... why am I doing this?

Well, have it the wrong way, I think my Dar think that I am fat.. always told me to control my meat intake.. :( sad to know that, cos I am a meat eater, if i dont intake meat, than might as well dont eat lor... so sad. But i dont always eat alot of meat what.... I eat vege also.. but when u go to a western restaurant.. look at the bloody salad.. its damn expensive lor... So i rather chose the main course which is more value for money.. $$$ but if i go for chinese food. I always need to have vege to go along.. Cant be just meat alone what.. WTH!!

And I am so angry when people doubt my ability to go on diet.. if that is the case, I will go water diet instead and eat only at certain time. Seriously, I dont like people to challenge me, cos I will fight all my way to prove them wrong.

Its the 3rd day of my diet... doesnt seem to lose any weight at all.. guess the water makes me heavier.. and that is very discouraging. Now I try to avoid eating anything except for those low carb items... but I dont think i can survive that also.. (abit expensive lah)

But going on diet really makes me weak... every moment.. I feel weak at knee... head giddy and feel tired easily.... sleepy... and get irritated very easily... Not to say how difficult it is when my "ah yi" visit me... and this time round my "ah yi" like not so happy woh... cos "she" stay for awhile only... and no much to "say" for this time round... hm... was it the diet thing? My mum always tells me that when "ah yi" come, I must feed her with meat de mah... Now cos "someone" irritates me, and I am on strike...

I really miss my rice... miss my fried chicken... miss my fries... miss alot of things.. and I am not happy at all. So torturing leh