Its not long ago before my life change yet again. There is left with only hate and sadness.
The disappointment was great that create the hate within. Wondering why must a person so such a thing to hurt another? For his own happiness and relief?
To some extend. I must admit. We always have disagreement once a mth. However, those disagreement happen when he just failed to handle the issue. Whatever he said, done or do was all wrong. And I being a very sensitive person. I get hurt easily. He feel that he shouldnt be doing so much to make a relationship work. Becos to him. It shouldn't be this hard. But how can one take for granted? To maintain a relationship require alot of hard work. While I was training him and myself to make it work. He gave up. What an coward asshole .
He dont deserve to be love by anyone if he doesnt learn to love anyone. Yes.. putting blame on someone is always easier. . But for me. I always put all the blame on myself and see whether or not am I wrong?
Thinking it now... tell me something that I did wrong and throw temper without a reason. Tell me... other than his father issue which I have already admit I shouldnt have disrespect him for his wrong doing.
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