He always said we are family. And I have so sad to know that this is how he treat his family. Or I was never his family at all.
Looking back... Yes... He indeed is very stress trying to get along with me. And so am I. But I am willing to scarific a lot for him and I never n expect anything from him.
He have been trying so hard to pull thru. But why didn't he communicate with me. To know me is to talk to me. He didn't do that. Instead, he kept asking around trying to know me and assume he know me. And he said that he know me.
My heart is still hurting. Hurting that the 1 yr. I don't even know the man I love, not even know the man sleeping beside me. I am so hurt, so pain.
I may have forget about the face of the man. But the feeling was so difficult to forget. Why can he? Why is he not sad about giving up the love he claim to have before? I don't understand.
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